i really wanna go to the beach again

MOST PROBABLY leaving for Malacca this friday night/Saturday.Didn't want to at first but now I really wanna leave SG for some time and have some peace though I know I'll most probably miss you so much and feel so bloody guilty for not being there.Yes I know you're mad at me but then....what can I do cos it's my fault,right?

Oh now I really wanna get out of SG ;____;