never ever

I never knew I would be really really hurt.

I never knew I would miss you this much.

I never knew you would change to this.

I never knew things would go this bad.

I never knew this is how things would turn out.

I never knew I had to leave without a bestfriend.

I never knew we'd be this apart.

I never knew I'd see you everyday in school but we only see each other as strangers.

How do I tell you all this?How do I ask you if we can go back to then - bestfriends?close friends?

How?

I do not want this to last.

I seriously dnw.