mazeltov

When I got my test result today,I was disappointed though I knew how my results would be like.I was disappointed and angry with myself for not being able to ace it when I planned to study hard for it.I could not help but to think that I've disappointed my parents who from the start of this year have been always there for me no matter what.When I tell them bout problems in school and soccer,they turned from parents to bestfriends and were always on all ears.But what have I done to make them happy?I have not obtained any awesome achievements to make them happy.

I felt so useless.I felt like doing the thing I resorted to when I felt all helpless last year but I knew it wouldn't help and now,I am determined to do well.I know I am weak but I am determined to ace all obstacles.I am determined to get over the hurdles coming my way.I CAN I WILL I MUST DO IT.I know I am very lousy in both Mathematics and Science plus I am not that skillful in soccer as my other seniors and teammates.I admit my weakness and I will try my best to change.

For now,to those who I've made angry and disappointed (eg parents teachers friends teammates soccer seniors),I am so sorry :( I will do my best starting from now.

School was awesome today.Training was not that good cos I don't know what's wrong with me today,I did things wrongly and had to be coached personally.........other than that,we trained in the rain and it was soooooooo cooling!

Clinic tomorrrroooowwww and study study study with classmates! :-)